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officer named Andreas, my years in Indonesia would have been a never-ending nightmare. My
worst nightmare now would be to go through it all again. A distant husband who other women
always surrounded, the impossibility of running away and returning home, the loneliness that
came from being forced to spend months
After marrying Rudolf MacLeod, Mata Hari follows him to live abroad. She is stationed in
Indonesia, precisely in Malang. She thinks that her life will be changed. But there is no changing;
instead, she is just becoming a seizure for her husband. Her days in Indonesia have been a never-
ending nightmare.
Now, the days Mata Hari lived were getting tougher. She was a housewife who could only stay
indoors, not able to hang out with the people around her. She also had to lose her son, who was the
second child after her daughter.
, I lost sight of who I was. My days were spent caring for my daughter, shuffling about
the house with a vacant look on my face. I concealed the scratches and bruises under extra
makeup
I fell pregnant again. I enjoyed a few days of immense happiness caring for my son, but he was
soon poisoned by one of his nannies, who never had the opportunity to explain her actions; the
other servants killed her the same day the baby was found dead. In the end, most said it deserved
retaliation, as the nanny had been constantly beaten, raped, and burdened by endless working
-27).
That is the reality of life. Every achievement we have does not always bring happiness. As the
saying goes, regret always comes late. That is what Mata Hari experienced. Her desire to live freely
did not give her pleasure, on the contrary.
The Way of Life
If you are popular, you are already successful. At the very least, you have to be popular before
you can be successful. You may be popular as all get-out, but if you are not making any money, you
are only hurting yourself. Popularity is a luxury you cannot afford to chase if you have not made any
money yet, because you will need income to sustain yourself while you do. Popularity and success
require different tactics, so you have to decide between fame and fortune. In short when you start
pursuing success, your popularity is going to take a hit. The opposite is just as true. The popularity
Mata Has had received made her success becoming a well-known dancer, with more than enough
earnings to support herself.
Everyone generally faces two dimensions in life. The first dimension is real life, and the other
one is fantasy. Real life is everything that can be experienced, seen, heard, and touched, by her or
him directly as long as she or he is alive as an individualistic and social human (Mamentu, 2008). In
order to pursue her dream of living in luxury, Mata Hari willingly did anything for it. Even if she had
to pay for something with sex. From the perspective of the time, France was an example of equality
and freedom. Living with the perspective that freedom will bring happiness. Mata Hari did not
hesitate to appear increasingly erotic in some of her staging. For Mata Hari, the totality of the
embroidery in her dance was part of the art she created to entertain the audience.
the first chance to perform at his
private museum and in every expensive clothes he had imported from Asia for his personal
collection, although it did cost me half an hour of sex and very pleasure. I danced for an audience
of three hundred people, including journalists, celebrities, and at least two ambassadors, one